This is my unburden's place!
Yesterday i've experienced the most terrible discussion together my boyfriend.
As i usualy say, he is not up to surrender himself by me, to give up any commitment or adventure by me
And i want more, i think i deserve more! But he doesn't see it!
Sometimes i think i cant goin on with this relationship, just because if we can't understand us now, what can i say about the future?
Why is so difficult and complicated! i wouldn't like to live with someone who doesn't care on you as much as you wish!
What dilem! i love him, and i feel he feels the same for me, but why the things have to be so complicated!
I'm sure he is the man i've choosen to be my husband and the last one! there's no doubt, but i need find a way to set things clear and easy for both! the way we are now we can't live in peace...
I'll be here... maybe is time to reflect and give him time to do the same. I won't call him for today (if i manage it, why am i so impulsive in this moments!?)
#sad
Bye for now.
