Christmas

That's a nice time, time to forgiveness, love...

But why it never happens? or if really happens, it is olly during the christmas time?
I've noticed about the ONE.org campaining all over the world, and they delivery a very good job.

"ONE is a grassroots campaign of more than 2.5 million people committed to the fight against extreme poverty and preventable diseases."

Please join us in one voice and become yourself a member!

Holidays!

Oh man, how i love my country ;)
Brazil is wonderful! mainly because of a large amount of holidays in the year ;)

This month we enjoyed two of them, on Nov 02nd and Nov 15th...
What pity, it was rainy cats and dogs on both dates :( But ok... I took advantage of this and I slept, slept and slept! ;) I also enjoyed a barbecue in my boyfriend's house, i went to the shopping mall, We visited my boyfriend's uncle in a other city. We enjoyed a lot.

Well, i'm anxious waiting for the next one!

Back, and in a bad moon...

 

This is my unburden's place!

Yesterday i've experienced the most terrible discussion together my boyfriend.
As i usualy say, he is not up to surrender himself by me, to give up any commitment or adventure by me
And i want more, i think i deserve more! But he doesn't see it!
Sometimes i think i cant goin on with this relationship, just because if we can't understand us now, what can i say about the future?
Why is so difficult and complicated! i wouldn't like to live with someone who doesn't care on you as much as you wish!
What dilem! i love him, and i feel he feels the same for me, but why the things have to be so complicated!
I'm sure he is the man i've choosen to be my husband and the last one! there's no doubt, but i need find a way to set things clear and easy for both! the way we are now we can't live in peace...

I'll be here... maybe is time to reflect and give him time to do the same. I won't call him for today (if i manage it, why am i so impulsive in this moments!?)
#sad

Bye for now.

P!nk...

I was watching some youtube videos and i've found some of Pink...Gosh! how meaning lyrics she has in her songs!

"Family Portrait" is amazing :O!!
To say more, i've loved the "Fucking Perfect"... And i need to mention the  "Dear Mr. President"  too good!!! without mention the melody...fantastic!

A good approach for the new generation.

I think that all super stars could do that. They could use their influency to input a little sense in the brain of the younger.

Pink is a little extravagant, is truth, this may also influency the younger, but  nowadays they are too smart for only realize her appearence and don't manage to understand the message she is sending for them thru her lyrics...

Pink i leave here my congratulation by your amazing job!

And for you who is reading me, please don't forget to access the mentioned videos clips below:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=UGNdkue6yC8 ( Dear Mr. President)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=s4Rax2PXiWA  ( Fucking Perfect)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hSjIz8oQuko  ( Family Portrait)

Its worth seeing!

Bye...

Incomplete Human Being...

I Feel like i'm an incomplete human being,
Yes, maybe God forgot something over me that only now i know that miss, that really miss in me. ( i'm trying to find out what is it. Maybe my brain (lol), who knows... i have a lot of reasons to think so)
Like several people i...
Have so many questions that have no answer, and as much i try, less i get it.
I have a lot of dreams...
But the most of those dreams is not so important as "one" of them.
This dream maybe is impossible because it not depend only of me. It depends of a second person, who is not so interested in realize it by me (or maybe this person doesn't want, and that is it.)
And why is it so precious for me?... maybe its blame, the reason why i'm so blind for other things, other dreams... maybe i should reconsider the really aim of this dream, the really purpose of this dream for my life.

Or maybe i'm being too hard with myself by spending my life just to try to realize a dream that some day i'll notice that it was not so special or it was not all that i really want.
Or maybe, i should think better about it and make some questions for myself such as:
***Could it be really so important for me? should i forget all other  importants things only to try to realize that one??***
I know well that without dreams our live is too empty and that's why we need keep dreaming
In spite off all, i need learn a lesson yet: ( if i could learn it, i would change my life style)
Even though our dreams its important, even though we become hardworker for this, it can't be our enemies anyway...
If we don't know how to deal with our dreams, it can become owner of ourselves. ( maybe it is happening to me)
I know just one thing, i need learn that i, i mean, my life can't become slave of my owm dream...
And while it ... i keep trying to realize a damn dream
But one day, i'm gonna find out my life's sense...

If you have any idea about what i'm talking about, give me a sign,
Comment!
see you soon

First Post

Holá!!!
Esta é a primeira edição, do diário de bordo de Cristiane S.
Falando diretamente do mundo real...
Onde geralmente TUDO acontece...
E nem tudo é tão agradável quanto gostaríamos.