Incomplete Human Being...

I Feel like i'm an incomplete human being,
Yes, maybe God forgot something over me that only now i know that miss, that really miss in me. ( i'm trying to find out what is it. Maybe my brain (lol), who knows... i have a lot of reasons to think so)
Like several people i...
Have so many questions that have no answer, and as much i try, less i get it.
I have a lot of dreams...
But the most of those dreams is not so important as "one" of them.
This dream maybe is impossible because it not depend only of me. It depends of a second person, who is not so interested in realize it by me (or maybe this person doesn't want, and that is it.)
And why is it so precious for me?... maybe its blame, the reason why i'm so blind for other things, other dreams... maybe i should reconsider the really aim of this dream, the really purpose of this dream for my life.

Or maybe i'm being too hard with myself by spending my life just to try to realize a dream that some day i'll notice that it was not so special or it was not all that i really want.
Or maybe, i should think better about it and make some questions for myself such as:
***Could it be really so important for me? should i forget all other  importants things only to try to realize that one??***
I know well that without dreams our live is too empty and that's why we need keep dreaming
In spite off all, i need learn a lesson yet: ( if i could learn it, i would change my life style)
Even though our dreams its important, even though we become hardworker for this, it can't be our enemies anyway...
If we don't know how to deal with our dreams, it can become owner of ourselves. ( maybe it is happening to me)
I know just one thing, i need learn that i, i mean, my life can't become slave of my owm dream...
And while it ... i keep trying to realize a damn dream
But one day, i'm gonna find out my life's sense...

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